lol no not really but i feel like it.

I am re-learning how SUCKY i am on the computer, i kinda hate digital and how weird my coloring and shading is on PS. I need to learn how to do clothes and skin without effing smudginnnngggg DDD: it's so funny in my drawing class my teacher ENCOURAGES us to smudge (WITH CHARCOAL MIND YOU) and i'm all "BUT BUT NOOOO" but then i get on PS and i don't know what else to do BUT smudge DDD:<

It's a problem. Need to learn how to color on PS! It's time to researrchcchcchhh

In other news critiques are sucky and hilarious when the teacher tells you you suck in front of everyone, calls things ugly that you thought were AT LEAST okay lollololol but no you're wrong and fail and you really should put more effort into your work (WHICH IS ALWAYS TRUE)

eeerhmmm i am so not on anymore, it's cause i gave up on the old scanner and now that i have my new one i .... i just don't think about it LOL FAIL and there was i time when the fact that i didn't put up many or.. any pieces with color bothered peopleeee so ... and it bothers me, but i don't take the time to do sketch collages/dumps so whose fault is this? MINEEEE

I SAW ZOMBIELAND OMG I WAS LIKE SCARED OUTTA MY WITS AND GROSSED OUT FOR SOME OF THE MOMENTS BUT GUESS WHAT
I'm fine now .-. lolI think i can handle things better and it was more of a comedic horror... it was just good horror that they did! such GROTESQUELY REALISTIC Zombiness DDD: *face of terror* but suchh HILARIOUS characters. Worth being scared shitless and having copious amounts of ADRENALINE coursing through meeee *SOB* and then having to drive. But it was fun in a way. I need to see the boys tho, i LOVE Ewim but i only see her and i need some idiot humor too, and to be able to call them namess and just ahhh (and have a reason to go to wing heaven again cause that was TASTY)

uhhh yes

I can't articulate how happy i am that the pink panther is on during lunch time. Makes the day i don't have to go to school before lunch rather fun

Registered for my next semester of classes. I really don't want to take Oral Rhetoric fffff. I hope i don't have to remake a TON of friends... not that i've made that many but still... and not having Phill in one of my classes would suck (cause he's silly and we have some nice convo's every once in a while) The dudes at kendall need to talk to girls more, i miss having really good guy friends.

mmmyes think that's all for now, imma go eat something.





5 SLOTS!!!! GRAB EM
BUT!!!!!!!!! you hafta do the same! with me as #1 and then 14 other ppl
(lol don't worry about it really)

DO NOT HAVE SUB SO IT WILL BE LINKSSS

1.
[link] Just ADORABLE
[link] one of the most gorgeous things she's ever done
[link] one of my favs

2.
[link] Very bright
[link] fun clothing
[link] very red

3.
[link] So many people! but so well done.
[link] So crazy looking! lol i thought it was Daniel OTL
[link] first chapter READ IT

4.
[link] SO PRETTY and cool!
[link] lol one of my fav pictures of Raein
[link] i love the pictures where her silliness shines through

5.
[link] Something about the way she does bodies is really cool to me
[link] i love sketch dumps, such variety
[link] i adore this expression

6.
[link] THIS, THIS IS _THE_ SHIT
[link] Adorable AND amazing! ADORAMAZING!
[link] :3

7.
[link] ah pride
[link] oh mai it's Reno
[link] kiss kiss

8.
[link]
[link] TRUE LOVE IS TRUE
[link] sooo cuuute

9. WIP

10. WIP
11.
12.
13.
14.
15.

OMG I GOT THE PENCIL BAG BACK! DDD: (micron pens WERE stolen but tablet pen was still there ) KINDA WEIRDED OUT I GOT IT BACK LOL >.>


Warm mah babbeh adoptables plz [link]

I wanna make an adoptable now LULZ

jes...

Schools okay keeping in contact with friends trying not to go insane cause of not KNOWING knowing anyone and random scares about friends

And apparently, short of a fatal vicinity of a bomb, your socks can't be knocked off kinetically. YAY MYTHBUSTERS

WE CAN'T CHANGE MOODS AGAIN APPARENTLY SO I'M ACTUALLY NOT DEFEATED LOL

The SLOGAN meme!(stolen from

Put your name in, and generate slogan after each question. Generator here! [link]



1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
Did somebody say Mel?

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
From our Mel to yours. (>.>

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
Gee, your Mel smells terrific. (well i DO but that's beside the point )

4. How would you answer a booty call?
Beanz Meanz Mel (okaaaaaay wtf)

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
Super Mel is almost here. (LOL oh yess XD)

6. To someone you dislike?
Pride of the Mel for over a hundred years! (LOL DON'T BE DISSIN MY PRIDE)

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would
you excuse yourself?
Mel is what we do. (Apparently i need to pee AND i'm schizo...)

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
Did you eat the Mel last? (well they would eat me if i didn't call >.>

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
Don't be vague. Ask for Mel.

10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?
WELCOME TO MEL COUNTRY (this is a yes and get out now if this disturbs you)

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
Mel goes straight to your head. (aparently i'm too good for him!)

12. Someone told you you're a jerk, you tell them...
No Mel, No comment. (telling myself not to instigatelololol)

13. What are the best words to describe you?
You're never alone with a Mel. (oddly true >.>

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
Reach out and Touch Mel. (hmmm either a porno or a ghost film...)

15. Your last words before you die...
Gonna be a while? Grab a Mel (and get her to a MEDIC+)

16. Your message to a special someone..
DING-DONG! MEL CALLING!

17. Title of this post will be..
Snap!Crackle!MEL!

I lost my pencil bag, that hs my tablet pen, micron pens, and varios pens that mean things to me in it.
I have gone to the lost and found four times, asked the teacher and another teacher, and left a note.
I'm so sick of losing my pencil bags, i do this all the time. ANd there's always important things to me in there.

so shit


thanks for all the love guys and thanks for the candy Alex This week is just against me and ... yeah