lol no not really but i feel like it.

I am re-learning how SUCKY i am on the computer, i kinda hate digital and how weird my coloring and shading is on PS. I need to learn how to do clothes and skin without effing smudginnnngggg DDD: it's so funny in my drawing class my teacher ENCOURAGES us to smudge (WITH CHARCOAL MIND YOU) and i'm all "BUT BUT NOOOO" but then i get on PS and i don't know what else to do BUT smudge DDD:<

It's a problem. Need to learn how to color on PS! It's time to researrchcchcchhh

In other news critiques are sucky and hilarious when the teacher tells you you suck in front of everyone, calls things ugly that you thought were AT LEAST okay lollololol but no you're wrong and fail and you really should put more effort into your work (WHICH IS ALWAYS TRUE)

eeerhmmm i am so not on anymore, it's cause i gave up on the old scanner and now that i have my new one i .... i just don't think about it LOL FAIL and there was i time when the fact that i didn't put up many or.. any pieces with color bothered peopleeee so ... and it bothers me, but i don't take the time to do sketch collages/dumps so whose fault is this? MINEEEE

I SAW ZOMBIELAND OMG I WAS LIKE SCARED OUTTA MY WITS AND GROSSED OUT FOR SOME OF THE MOMENTS BUT GUESS WHAT
I'm fine now .-. lolI think i can handle things better and it was more of a comedic horror... it was just good horror that they did! such GROTESQUELY REALISTIC Zombiness DDD: *face of terror* but suchh HILARIOUS characters. Worth being scared shitless and having copious amounts of ADRENALINE coursing through meeee *SOB* and then having to drive. But it was fun in a way. I need to see the boys tho, i LOVE Ewim but i only see her and i need some idiot humor too, and to be able to call them namess and just ahhh (and have a reason to go to wing heaven again cause that was TASTY)

uhhh yes